i overheard our captors calling us a mutated amalgamation of a "human, fox and rat", whatever any of

i overheard our captors calling us a mutated amalgamation of a "human, fox and rat", whatever any of that means. how much is there being kept from us? information wise? the thought scares me. ive never considered anything being outside of where we were raised. and now im here. i cant wrap my head around all of this. (On the paper is what looks to be a self-portrait.)